Thursday, July 9, 2009

The Unrevealed Love

One of the most beautiful and unforgettable moment that every person experience in his life is "Proposing his Love to his beloved"...I would like to share with you the precious page from my personal diary..Still I remember the First Day of My College.. September 06th 2000 , I stepped in to the New Arena, Filled with Colours.. I can see my school mates.. New friends. discussing about their own departments.. Having the fear of ragging, i stepped in to the classroom very early and sat next to ranjith and ragupathy.. It was surprising me that the girls whom i didn't speak during my school days, came and spoke to me and become my close friends during the course..

I didn't find any change in my life as First 2 years got finished successfully without any arrears.. I didn't know wat happened to me in the 3rd year of my course.. Oh god.. My eyes went rolling behind the beautiful girls.. I need to be very careful at this time..I don't have the belief in "Love at First Sight" but i started to love the "First Sight" :) :) .. One of my friends showed me the group photo of hers and my eyes started to stare at a particular face in that picture... I came to know that her friend also studies in the same college but in different department.. So here comes the Adam effect ... Next day my legs started to follow her and My eyes rolled here and there to see her.. She turned down to an Angel to me..So every day i liked to see her "Smile" thrown at me wen ever she looks at me.. the days went on like that..

Suddenly the storm of Farewell came.. Four years got completed.. I didn't believe that...
Still I have not uttered a single word with her but I decided that at least I want her to know that i like her .. So a day before the farewell, i searched for the most beautiful card.. and I found a crush card which portrays my feelings.. I spent the whole night preparing myself as though i am going for a campus interview... Next day with a lots of thinking...Dressed up with a Lucky shirt .. Went to college with rajkumar accompanying me.. Oh god.. She looked like an Angel wearing the Saree and stood in front of me .. making me dumb at that time..With a naughty smile, I handed over the card to her... With a puzzle look, she starred at me and with lots of hesitation, she opened the Card...Wow!!! She smiled at my Card and said "Ur Card is Nice" ... the First and the last words spoken to me ... Unforgettable !!!!!!!!

Still I am wondering that from were i got that much guts to give her the card.. Love Makes the Man wild... of course it makes Ur life beautiful ....

3 comments:

  1. aana onnu nadakalai illa, nee enn kita idea kettu irukaanum!! i would have made your life more beautiful.

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  2. personal comment from srini, not to be read by third person :) he sent this in mail to me and RR. DO NOT READ!! (enna srini epdi idea pathiya, yarum padika maatanga)

    From: Srinivasan Balasundaram
    Date: Fri, Jul 10, 2009 at 9:59 AM
    Subject: Re: My first Blog
    To: Rangaraj Rajagopal,Rajkumar
    I read one blog of yours.. I do not want to post the comment in the
    blog.. thought it is better not make it public.. find the comments
    below

    nalla thaen irruku.. I have two comments:
    1. The funny part is,Every one in the college know that you love her,
    except her... Kapal kamundathuku apuram unaku guts vanda enna..
    varatee enna..


    2. When proposing, why do you require a guy to accompany you.. that
    tooo rajkumar.. velanguna mathiri thaen When you both guys are
    together nothing is going to happen for both you or him(ennaium serthu
    thaen)..

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  3. It's too good Raj... You have very good writing skill. Keep it up.....

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